Been doing pretty good lately. Getting in a rythm of living. More and more thankful everyday for each day I get. I have a new sense of liberation lately. I've decided to take some breaks from chemo. Mitra and I are going to Peurta Vallarta at the end of May, so I've stopped treatments until we get back from that. I am so looking forward to reuperating and getting into better shape than I am in now. Then off to the beach in Mexico for some drinking, reading, writing and daydreaming. In the midst of these vacations, I can't forget that I am taking a risk by stopping the treatment for a while. But it is just this risk that liberates and excites me. I really forces me to not get lulled into a false sense of survival. It reminds me that may days are numbered and mabe a much smaller number than we would all like.