Fighting off Normal

Doing pretty well lately. I've been trying to work out, but I am in a great deal of bone and nerve pain for a couple of days after, so I have to be extremely patient and slow with my workouts. I'm teaching summer school and putting a lot of energy into building some class curriculum. It feels great to be active and living "normally." However, I have to be cautious of slipping into a numbing sense of normal. I forget daily that I have cancer still. Never for a second do I doubt a full recovery from it next year. Sounds great right? Well, actually, I hate it. I liked the way I was living and thinking when death seemed right around the corner. I have to train myself to approach my days as such.

Hope you are all well.